Missing You

It was still like a dream to me. But this dream was special and vivid enough to stay in my mind for a very long time. I cannot forget how we spent the last days together, so happily. You said, "things worked out better than expected." Very true. I really had fun and being a greedy girl, I dint want it to stop. But I know it'll. I could not sleep for a couples of night thinking that you're soon leaving me. I lied to myself saying that, "You're just kidding with me!". Its not easy for me to accept the fact that you're not beside me now. I tried hard to hold back my tears early this morning but I failed when I see you, your eyes in red. I could hold them out there but whenever I'm alone at home, I'll start thinking and crying. I miss you. Perhaps I've repeated this for like 23517380579348 times but I really want you to take good care of yourself out there. I'll always be here for you. Excuse me for awhile.