Dilemma ;(

Am currently sick of my hair now. I love washing it everyday and yet I can't. Because the curl will be back to neutral state and it'll be very dry. And if I don't wash them everyday, I feel very uneasy and uncomfortable. There's no smell just a sick feeling. I know we're not supposed to wash our hair everyday but i just like the feeling of clean hair. And the more frequent we wash it, the faster it will grow. Hahaha. And I'm sick of applying moouse on it now. Time money wasting. I've thought of leaving it without applying anything but it ended up like a broom. You get what I meant? A fishball head? The hair don't stay in a group and it looks very dry like those ugly hair, bad examples you can see in advertisements. I also thought of rebond it again. But but but, I didn't like the flat and straight look. Because of my hair, its soft and thin. It'll be very hyper flat after it. And there's also too many of us looking the same in straight -- more likely the same because of our hairstyles. I want to chop off my fringes, like before and at the same time I want them to be long but I dont think I'll look good in long fringes. I want something different. I don't like looking the same. I want it to be straight to save up the problems and yet I want it to be curl so that it'll return to the natural state -- wavy. Do you think I need a hair cut as well? It's now very long. I want to try (again) cutting it short but I doubt that I'll like it. I know I'll regret. I can't make up my mind. Any idea on having a different hairstyle?